spend myy beloved birthday wif myy MOST PRECIOUS books.... =.=' hoping that ii could swallow them up. =)) first time iin myy life iim studying on myy birthday!!!cant blame cos myy exams iis friggin SO near.FINALLY SEVENTEEN!!!!HOORYAY!!!!!now iim going to wait patiently for myy eightteen birthday so that ii can go clubbing...muhahahahaha





perhaps ii really took you for granted and iim nott proud to admit it.you have been a veryy HUGE part iin myy life and iim very grateful for you being mine.butt perhaps this iis time for me and you to let go of everything and iin search for new stuff.
when it is time to come,it will.so now iim juz going to work hard for myy exams and bury myself iin work and activities to keep me occupied.
iim nott able to commit or love a person cos iim afraid of failure.ii dont even dare to try as ii scared that ii will lose control of myy normal life.
you know me too well and ii think iis unhealthy and scary.
perhaps one day all the scars will heal by itself and time iis the only thing needed.prolly that when you will reappear iin myy life.