♥ Wednesday, October 3, 2007
super against melmel due to some reason.ii nott joining iin the dance event cos he iis teaching the steps.ii noe that this is a great chance to perform wif u.p. and a super great chance to prove melmel wrong.but ii ant gett pass myy own barrier that ii wont b at the same place if he iis there.damn.ii ruining my own future here.there will b times that ii will haf to face him during dance or wadeva.trust me,iim nott looking forwrd to it.
whenever ii heard this song,somehow or rather ii feel a twinge of sadness within me.ii dont know the reason why or rather ii noe it butt juz dun wanna admit it.ii kinda envy her and tor.she iis someone that ii wanna be.she iis good wif EVERYTHING!how bloody perfect can a person be?she iis like human too.she has her own insercurity att times.kina worried for her too.
ii really wish that iim like her(sometime).ii toldher that ii will nott b joining iin the dance event due to some reason(although ii want to).partly bcos those who iis iin the dance event,they have dance background.if ii suddenly turn up for the training,ii thinkk it will b kinda weird cos myy foundation for dance iis nott ve stable and ii dont wana make a fool infront of others unlike someone.
hope that he iis doing well iin his promos.wanna text him butt myy foolish pride gets iin the way.mayb ii shld forgett everything abt it and concentrate on the most important thing like myy o level exam.birthday iis coming,doubt ii will b celebrating(cries).think onli a couple of them rmbs.nott looking forward to it.*twinge of sadness*wil he rmb?
Footprints,10/03/2007 12:23:00 AM