a slow walk by the beach at night,lazing ard in the sofa,listen to the piano play,watching him cook my lunch,suntanning wif him,goofing ard wif him.all these are the things ii miss from him now.

stil couldnt get used to the fact that he iis not a part of my life anymore.or rather shld i say that a huge of me iis missing wif him as well.iim suppose to get on my life without him but ii still cant stop thinking of those times that we spent together.i think the hardest thing a person can do is to erase the memories.memories is something that will follow us for a period of time,nontheless memories will still fade and be replaced by new memories.


going clubbing iis just a way for me to let loose and forget everything for a night.once out of the club,everything will rush back into my mind and reminds me of the pain.

anyway,ii miss the beach!ii want to be by the beach,enjoying the wind and half-heartedly pray that everything will b different.ii nd a tan!or else iim gonna turn transparent as ii freaky fair now.

*blow wind blow!blow away everything that iis happening now =) ii jus want my peaceful yet happening life back.no more sadness,no more regrets,no heart ache for me.*